Drool

Dear Diary,

Remind me why I'm doing this? Yes, I know, I know, you're only bits of paper, you can't help me. Dear God, I'm starting to talk to inanimate objects. I can't cope. I miss my coffee. Coffee! A coworker makes a cup 10m away and I start drooling. This is pathetic.

I managed to hold off from testing yesterday. Good thing, too. I started bleeding this morning. Not pregnant this month either. Is the pain REALLY worth it?